Time out ..

Thanks Dan .. dinner was lovely! (and you shouldn’t have paid .. next one’s on me) … although henceforth you are known as Julie

The Admirer is in Cornwall at a Pro-am .. a  message sent to his chiropracter from him earlier this evening …

Ouch! Tough tough golf course. Back was good just need a good blonde and a massage now! Thanks again for your help. TA

Now .. I’m sorry, but I’ve not mentioned it before .. and being me, I don’t like to but .. condoms .. we don’t use them!  He has a stack .. there was 1 in his washbag ………. ?????

So I sent to my friend .. Julie (NOT Dan) .. no, actually, I sent it to TA .. accidentally (of course) ..

Thanxs 4 this evening hon. Now all i need to do is dial-a-shag! Lol. Cat

I got a rather terse ..

Not sure if you sent that on purpose or not. But check your sent messages. Thanks.

I replied back ..

Oops it was a joke .. Julie lives in ‘gay’ Sydney .. they do that there apparently! Xxx

Bollox .. I’ve had enough!  What’s ok for him to be free and easy with his sexist, derogatory remarks, is obviously not ok for me .. it’s ok for him to text that he is “bored silly” on a “free” holiday .. or that he “needs a good blonde” .. but it’s not ok for me to want tenderness, affection or (actually) anything else .. I’m there guys!

Status Update ..

Cataclismical has changed her computer password .. now (if The Admirer could remember it) he won’t know it!

roflmao  roflamao  roflamoa  roflamoa ..

More beer please!

btw ..

he can’t read any of my bookofface status updates at the moment .. so please .. feel free to slag him off! lol

Thank you ..

I know, I know, I know! I’m just not great at doing – ok?!

From the place that I was 18 months ago, I am a lot stronger!

I hate golf!  I hate golf clubs!  It would appear that they are dens of iniquity .. all the women are out to shag whoever, and the men ditto! .. AND AND AND  THEY ALL HAVE THEIR HEADS UP THEIR ARSES!

The Admirer has been a complete arse today.  He knows that “I know” but how, he is confuddled!

I sent him a text earlier today (and “accidentally” missed his call) ..

“Hope your day is wonderful and that you have a fruitful evening that’s not too boring. Xxx”

I got some crappy message from him, saying he “didn’t know what was wrong” … WRONG!

All I can say (Admirer) is, I hope your shag with Marina, Peta .. or her daughter (or all 3) .. is well worth it! (this is the previous part of the text I omitted earlier .. it’s actually just childish, hormonal 12 year old speak amongst the “boys” who are MEN! .. it’s not a joke .. IT’S DIS-RESPECTFUL TO ALL CONCERNED! .. especially as Steven Hoatson is married!) .. look up Effingpig (change the last 3 letters!) golf club!  (to those not in the know .. it’s ham!)

The only problem is .. I’m not supposed to know about his disrespectfulness towards me (or others)!  which makes it difficult.

I spoke to a friend who knows the person The Admirer said “hello gorgeous” to … she was gobsmacked (and adds to my feelings that it “was not right”)!

It’s my birthday in just under a month .. he’s asking me what I “want” (er .. nothing (and nothing from you!) .. he’s asking me what I want to do .. I suggested something .. a meal with two of my friends and two of his friends (who know each other) .. but now I just want to say .. “I vant to be alone”!

Am I cutting off my nose to spite my face???  I think not!

So if anyone wants to invite me anywhere for the weekend of 17th July .. do so now! (lol)

PS: A little giggle I had to myself (and did in fact read out to Twatface) was in this Sunday’s NewsoftheScrews!  Lorraine Tighe of The Apprentice was asked some questions .. one of them was “have you ever lied about a terrible gift?”  Her reply was that an ex gave her some orange earrings for her birthday and she said they were lovely .. hoping he was reading she said “now I’d like him to know I thought they were vile” .. somehow, somewhere, The Admirer took that one on board (.. read earlier post regarding watch (I can’t be bothered to link on the laptop .. )

I am strong.

I am a good person (ish)

I DON’T NEED HIS SHIT!

Having “missed” 3 calls earlier from him (in response to my .. “your message cut off” and “thanks” and “enjoy”, I sent him the following ..

I sent you a text earlier to say i hoped you had a good first day back and that your ‘bonding’ tonight went well. I missed your call earlier as i was driving and the message cut off.  Have a good time x

Am I playing games?  Am I behaving like a 12 year old .. yes!  But he’s of an age too that he is responsible for his own actions.

How I am going to get around my “knowing” of stuff, I am not sure .. because if it was a “one off” I could accept it – IT ISN’T!

Angry, Angry, really really Angry!

The Admirer had a week off last week and as “last minute” deals were very expensive, I suggested that we went down to my mum’s place in Swanage .. which is free.  Ok, so it’s not the most exciting place in the world, but it was peaceful and stressless ..

We (or I had supposed) were having a good time.  Then yesterday, by the powers known ony to me (ok, so I was snooping), I found this text he sent on Friday to his boss ..

The first bit is in reference to a “do” he is going to tonight .. which is part of the angry bit ..

“Hmmm, not for me ta! Is her daughter going? See you monday. By the way, bored silly, only rugby tomorrow keeping me going!”

So, after my last post, you can see that I’m a little wound up right now!