Hello world!

I'm here at last .. it's only taken 6 months of pondering .. should I or shouldn't I? (start blogging that is .. amongst other things!)

I might add though that it has been 4 hellish months and 2 months where I couldn't give a shit about anything or anyone .. and it's time I stopped .. grew up, straightened my tie (not that I wear one), pulled my pants up *shit I forgot I was wearing a thong .. that hurt!* and took stock of my life.

Who am I? Female .. nearly 40, no dependants .. except Pig, Horse & Cat.

Horse & Cat are real live 4 legged things *huge cheesy grin* .. Pig is a person and he BROKE MY HOUSE BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND STILL HASN'T PUT IT BACK TOGETHER AGAIN! I am seriously beginning to doubt whether he ever will either.

oh and I don't love him any more!

oh and I don't think I ever did!

So here I am .. meandering through life and moaning and this is the place where I'm going to do most of it!  It's my place .. all for me – selfish?  That's my middle name from now on!