This year ain’t going so good!

I’ve had trouble thinking of or wanting to write anything this year, so much has been going on in my head .. mainly financial and mostly about the severe lack of funds and how the hell to get out of the several holes I appear to be digging myself even deeper into!

The first 5 weeks of the year were fine - FC was away .. then.he.came.back!

I then tried to go on holiday with my mum .. spent money I didn’t have on some well needed clothes .. and then the freekin’ airline changed the flight time, and decided they couldn’t be bothered to let me know!  Consequence .. seriously in debt .. and missed holiday in slightly warmer climes to boot!

In fact I must say the whole Heathrow .. certain airline consisting of 3 letters beginning with B and ending in I (AND HAVING REALLY CRAPPY, RUDE, UNHELPFUL, DISINTERESTED STAFF) .. thing depressed the tits off me and I was, in the end, mightily glad not to have gone away .. if it went that badly wrong on the way out .. what would happen when I was away (with my elderly mother!!!)  The answer does not bear thinking about.

To cap it all when I finally got home, made zillions of phonecalls and shouting at people trying to get the situation sorted and our money back .. Pig wasn’t there!

Shall we all guess where he was children?  .. surprise surprise he was in the pub!  He had promised me faithfully (I think he’s done that before hasn’t hr?) that he wouldn’t go to the pub and spend money we don’t have .. !

So I had a week off .. totally off .. I went nowhere .. did absolutely nothing .. and was absolutely knackered at the end of it!  Make sense?

Now I am back at work and being sniped at by the FC because everything I do seems to be wrong.  I would so dearly love to tell him where to stick his job, but financially can’t .. methinks I’d best start doing the lottery and winning it .. soon!

Horse is going .. somewhere .. don’t know where .. by the 23rd February!!  Eek!  At least however my financial situation should improve slightly.  I had to let the sharer go for several reasons:

1. I wanted someone 3 times a week
2. She agreed to 3 days but it dropped to 2
3. then 1
4. She was crap
5. She was crap
6. She was crap