Completion and Closure?

My best friend is helping me move .. in about an hour and a half …. I’m scared .. you name it, I’m scared! of it!

• I know I will have enough money in the bank to put down a good deposit and get my own place when house prices have sorted themselves out.
• I know I can live at mum’s rent free (although I also know I don’t want to do that)
• I know that even if The Admirer and I don’t work out, I’ll be ok – although his best friend says it will work – which gives me some sort of hope – because he has seen him for 16 years .. me only 10 …
• I know that I am independent AND an independent person but today is going to be a bad day .. on many levels!

It makes me sad though BUT TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE (ALMOST) REST OF MY LIFE (and I need to hold that thought)!

PS: on the cat front, I have changed his address, I have notified the bank that I shall be paying for him still, if Pig doesn’t take him for his jabs when I tell him to, he comes to me.  He will be de-flead and wormed before I leave (if I can catch the little effer! )

Sorry folks, my heart is breaking today because I am hurting so many people and know that I cannot go back (I know, I know) .. but I’m an emotional sort of person (or softy depending on how you want to look at it and hurting people is not on my list of things to do with my life) .. ok, so I need to toughen up because it is MY life and I only get one shot at it.

Anyway, I had a lovely day in Brighton yesterday …