Epiphany (feeling), the sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something
I’ve had a couple of MSN conversations tonight .. sorry we weren’t exclusive!!
I had a couple of thoughts running round the back of my head over various things that were said that I couldn’t put my finger on .. ole within 10 minutes of being in bed .. there they were .. right at the forefront .. so here I am .. blogging away .. because if I don’t I will forget!
“Him” has said that he “doesn’t reply to “her” texts” .. and I got to thinking .. why? Well it must drive her bloody mad .. so (her thinks) let’s just keep texting .. he’s bound to reply eventually .. AND.THAT.IS.WHAT.HE.DOES! He jusst luuuurves the attention!!!
“Him” loves to point out my imperfections because 1) it makes him superior to me (because he’s so effing not) and 2) it makes me feel like shite and should be glad that I’ve got him (and he’s so not Pig???)!!!!
EUUUUURRRRRREEEEEEKA!
I will be totallly cleared out of here tomorrow night when he gets home .. he will be deleted (and I may change a few passwords with random shut eyes and type things) so that I cannot snoop and he is deleted from my life … before I go I shall be telling him all this (except for the changed passwords bit .. that I shall maliciously and spitefully leave to him to work out)!
I know that my faithful commenters will be screeching Eureka too .. it’s just taken me a while to work it out for myself .. but thanks anyway guys! I feel so much better about things knowing I’ve (sort of) worked it out (and of) for myself!
AAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD RREEEEEELLLAAAAAAAX!
Writer’s note:
1. “Apologies to those who have been telling me for ages he’s a twat” .. I did know, I just didn’t want to acknowledge it .. if you see my meaning!
2. Obviously MAAAHOOOSIVE re-write of previous blog “letter” post is going to be done tomorrow! .. and boy is he going to get it both barrels! Thanks, Soupy, Dan and Dom – who each, in their own individual way (tonight) helped me to tonight’s epiphany .. despite Dom going to bed early (lightweight) … now ..
3. There’s no sodding food here – and I’m hungry!
4. A massive thanks to PJB, who has, I think been there from the start .. I just didn’t realise how great her contribution would be!
5. If i’ve left anyone out in the thanking stakes, it’s not intentional .. it’s just very very early/late …
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pat yourself on the back!
I think it was the talk of poo that really did it for you.
Or perhaps the rabbit shaped jelly mould.
Silliness aside, I’m glad you had this epiphany – even if it meant you got up out of bed when I explicitly told you to go to sleep.
xx
I’m so pleased xxxxx
Well done hun x
All I said was make sure you’re doing what you want, not what others want