Scared ..

is how I am feeling today!

An odd thing happened ..

last night!

I was watching Men in Black on Tuesday (or possibly Wednesday) - when it was doesn’t really matter, but I decided that as I’d seen it before and I was tired I would go to bed and miss the ending.

So there I was channel hopping and I turned onto, wait for it, a repeat of Men in Black, now for the scary part, at exactly the point almost to the word, that I had turned the TV off at earlier in the week!

So I stayed up and watched the end!

Not interesting I know, just odd!

Freefall to self-destruct ..

Weight loss in 6 weeks = 1 stone or 14 pounds or too much too quickly .. some of it is going at the rate of 1 pound a day!  I know being ill over the weekend hasn’t helped, but this is a sorry state of affairs.

 

I am eating, just not a lot and then I’m stressing (my stomach is churning now) ..

 

I have to move out!

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Doing the right thing?

Before anyone starts on me, this isn’t an “am I?”  It’s an I know I am .. I drew up a list of pro’s and con’s last night .. mentally.  There were only two items on the pro’s list and the con’s list went on forever …

It doesn’t stop the hurting, but at least it focuses my mind.